January 2009
171 posts
“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around...”
– John Green, Looking For Alaska (via timetopretend) (via amandasthoughts) (via tuesdayslove) (via fantasyaction) (via rachel-marie) (via hellosunshine) (via weareinfinite) (via expose) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
“Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the...”
– Rainer Maria Rilke
Blissed and Gone
The sun has blessed The rays are gone And all the kids have left their tears and gone home Sweet 17, sour 29 And I can’t explain myself What I’d hoped to find You were all so kind When I was near And if you’re still feeling down Then maybe you need me around To love and hold you Don’t say I hadn’t told you so Maybe you need me around I had no...
all I need
aloysius: no, just someone who knows what she really wants
me: snuffleupagus, you and your species have fooled me to no end
me: but I know this
me: guys don't like girls who know what they really want
me: you like to come into a girl's life and rescue her and then fill in the empty spaces
me: because she doesn't know what she wants and you came and you immediately became something she thought she wanted
me: which somewhere in the middle she figured out that she wanted something else
me: and then she left
me: and then you spend weeks, even years wanting her to come back
me: because you're that person who doesn't know what you really want
me: and you want someone who didn't want you back
me: because you want someone who had finally bruised you
me: I mean like wtf right?
aloysius: why would you save someone who doesn't want to be rescued?
me: not everyone wants to be rescued, you know?
me: because they can save themselves
me: and a lover, although the concept of having another person in your life can make you think that they're indeed your lifesaver
me: it doesn't work that way for me
me: a lover shouldn't be an accessory or something you hook to your arms and parade around
me: I think if I have a boyfriend it's not because I want or need a boyfriend
me: it's coz he's just a person I can't help falling for
me: someone who's an extension of myself
me: someone I can be alone with
me: without being alone
me: you know?
aloysius: like having an imaginary friend?
me: probably, except this one's real
aloysius: no wonder your niece has one
aloysius: you've been feeding her all these ideologies
me: ha ha.
me: not funny
“Prime numbers are what is left when you have taken all the patterns away. I...”
– Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time
Radiohead - No Surprises
I can’t remember...
“I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I...”
– Bon Iver, Skinny Love
“Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know.”
– Ernest Hemingway (via mongermonger) (via everybodycares) (via warlust) (via yellowtulip) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
it was my heart that made me this way
I don’t usually entertain sales people when I’m in public but on the phone, 99% of the time I do. just now I received a call from one of Air Asia’s marketing people who wanted to sign me up for a protection plan, in which they would still ‘protect’ me if I had food poisoning. I chuckled and then said sorry, please carry on. the guy probably had rehearsed the same...
The Top 10 Awesome Things You Didn't Know About... →
“I honestly couldn’t care less if you like the same bands or you’ve read the same...”
– I Wrote This For You (via sleepanddream)
this shall be my revenge
Time came into my dream and told me that, “it’s all over.” I said, you should have given me a signal, a caution a warning whatsoever. Time left me sitting in my bed with my head clutched inside my hands. but then I remember that somewhere in November, I left my heart in the hospital and never returned to get it back. I remember it now that my heart would have rotten, black like a...
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud (via constellation) (via suzywire) (via tuesdayslove) (via unicornology) (via finallyseeing) (via lovebot) (via myluna) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
“If somebody says “I love you” to me, I feel as though I had a pistol...”
– Kurt Vonnegut Jr.
Angels & Airwaves - The Gift
There’s the...
whatever I wanted, God granted it & gave me the...
I wanted my patience to never run dry; God granted it by taking away the people I love the most.
I wanted to grow with a full-blown mind; God granted it by throwing me in a sea of people who can’t do anything but echo.
I wanted to be real; God granted it by telling Reality to crash me to the floor.
I wanted to always be able to pull myself together; what God did was me finding myself...
these eyes won't give it a rest
I remember being able to sleep till noon no matter how early I go to sleep but now I can go to sleep at 5am and still wake up at 6.30am to start the day. I’m planless for today but I guess I will finish the scrapbook I’m working on or go read a new book. at least I don’t have to worry, because Monday ended last night.
“If you hold back feelings because you’re afraid of getting hurt, you end up...”
– (via littlemiss) (via catskills) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
of a two year old toddler
life is perfect when;
my favorite niece had a sleepover in my room
she now learns to sing and move her head to the beat
she hugs my legs and says, “Jiha sayaaaang Auntie Nisa”
she refuses to shower unless I’m the one who’s giving her a shower
she watches Youtube with me
she’s as obsessed with horror films as I am
we both like mayonnaise
life is partly creepy...
“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own...”
– Paulo Coelho
“Isn’t it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us,...”
– (via littlemiss) (via viridian) (via clairefisher) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
“I wish you were here. But you’re not, you’re there. And there doesn’t know how...”
– (via littlemiss) (via pieces) (via breathsoftruth) (via finallyseeing) (via primalscreamer) (via rispostesenzadomanda)
